I'd been in a slump for a while and found out one of the causes. Now I'm getting over it.
The cause was my husband's bossy attitude and requirement about business.
I realized I'd been very angry at him.
He was really worried that I looked sad and tired and sometimes cried.
So, I told him everything I'd felt about him.
He listened to me sincerely and we had a long conversation.
Then, I thought his attitude is unacceptable as a husband, but maybe acceptable as a boss. I remenbered my ex-boss who were very selfish (but he is a very good person) and I was trying to meet his requirement.
So, I desided to accept this situation.
I felt a pity for him that he asked me not to devorce him.
He is usually kind, honest and has great thick eyebrows and big nostril which are very cute. Wow, he might be perfect for me!(I'm sorry if I made you upset.)